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Deafening

from Convalescence by The Nixon Rodeo

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    Deluxe 12" vinyl version of Convalescence. Only 326 will be pressed on this lava colored vinyl to match the front volcano artwork. Pressed on Ghostly Ruby & Clear vinyl.
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    Matte finish digipak CD of the album 'Convalescence'. Gatefold with lyric book inside containing all artwork from all the singles.
    We collaborated with various local artists for each single release and would like to thank:
    Convalescence - Jeanette Christina
    Casualty - Nate Mannan
    Left To Die - Fone Shawn
    Always Undone - Katherine Nicole
    Deafening - Jeanette Christine
    Friction - Terren Weirick
    All other artwork and graphic design by Ethan Harrison

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lyrics

Intro:
You lied
Can’t speak, Getting in the way
Three words, struggling to say
Everything’s been Thrown away

Verse:
We made years, I found a ring
Stumbled truth that ruined everything
Words poisoned, died
Lost my faith, with each new lie

Deception came easy
But you paused to please me
Everything at stake
Was it Worth to lose me, and

Chorus:
Honestly, if you were honest with me
This wouldn’t be catastrophe
You took my life
And All the Time, you wasted mine
But I still can’t put you behind
Cut and paste Another face

Intro:
You lied
Can’t speak, Getting in the way
Three words, struggling to say
Everything’s been Thrown away

Verse:
Would things change if I stayed?
Would love be enough to look away?
Ignorance blind
Peeking thru squinted eye

Sin is I’m prideful
But you were like a child
Fibbing be honest
Afraid of the trial

Chorus:
Honestly, if you were honest with me
This wouldn’t be catastrophe
You took my life
And All the Time, you wasted mine
But I still can’t put you behind
Cut and paste Another face

Bridge:
I should have loved you better
I admit to being confused
All I did was sacrifice
You cared about you
You cared about you

Quiet quiet quiet quiet, quiet quiet STOP
……
We’re both sitting on the edge of cliff
Too many memories and heart ache to sift
Can’t talk this over, maybe better that way
I imagine this is what you’ve been longing to say

I’m sorry you never slowed to savors the seconds
Sorry for the minutes you’re always right when you’re not
I’m sorry for the weeks YOU abandoned faith in me
Months passed by cold from the lust you lost
YOU created space between us, now it’s been a year
you’re addictions are unhealthy too
Should‘ve held me closer, maybe it wouldn't happened.
Sorry I wasn’t worth enough for you to show it
How can you say you loved me
If you were able to let me go.
You gave up on me. You gave up on us.
But in the end, I’m sorry the most
For not loving you now.
Not even at all.

Final Chorus:
[Ethan singing]
Honestly, were you ever honest with me?
Now I’m the tragedy
All the time, both yours and mine
Now it’s lost behind
Fuck
Honestly, if you were honest with me
This wouldn’t be catastrophe
You took my life
And All the Time, you wasted mine
But I can’t put you behind
Cut and paste Another face

Brent outro
Didnt think I could live without I you
Didnt think I would grow
Didnt think I could live without you
I gotta let you go

Outro:
Goodbye
Didn’t want to say goodbye
Didnt want to say goodbye
Never want to say goodbye
Goodbye

credits

from Convalescence, released October 20, 2023
All Music by The Nixon Rodeo
Ethan Harrison - Vocals
Brent Forsyth - Vocals / Bass
Shawn Fortney - Lead Guitar
Gary Gwinn - Drums

Audio Producer & Engineering by James Hill
Recorded and Mixed at Amplified Wax Recording Studios

Video Produced by Make Waves Media House
Directed & Edited by Jon Kuritz
Script by Ethan Harrison

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The Nixon Rodeo Spokane, Washington

The Nixon Rodeo from Spokane, WA. A combinations of all things rock. Our band consist of Brent Forsyth (lead vocals, guitar), Ethan Harrison (drummer, vocals), Shawn Fortney (lead guitar), Gary Gwinn (bass guitar). The Nixon Rodeo has a song and feeling for everyone. Putting intensity, style and heart into each song and performance is what makes a RODEO show! ... more

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