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Live and Left to Die

by The Nixon Rodeo

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    All music performed by The Nixon Rodeo.
    Lead Vocals / Rhythm Guitar - Brent Forsyth
    Drums / Vocals - Ethan Harrison
    Lead Guitar - Josh Crites
    Bass / Drums on 'Found Me in Team' & 'Hey, This Is My First Day Single' / Backing Vocals - Travis Singleton
    Guest Bass on 'Hey, This Is My First Day Single' - Gary Gwinn

    Mixed & Mastered - Jimmy Hill at Amplified Wax Recording Studios.
    Front of House Engineer - Chris Tanaka Canwell
    Monitor Engineer - Gunnar Hendrickson
    Photography - Terrence Blanton of Fadewood Studios
    Album Design - Ethan Harrison
    'All My Life' originally performed by Foo Fighters
    'Billie Jean' originally performed by Michael Jackson

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Intro - Live 01:50
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Verse: Wait, I still don’t like it when you don’t try I mean its hard enough just getting by With this constant hesitation, it’s an indication Maybe its easier to just forget to think about it I mean it’s pointless, hardly nothing to even doubt it This never comes as a surprise. Yeah! Chorus: Why not take a second to change your direction And leave a lonely road, a lonely road Take it easy, life’s too short Don’t need no facts to sort It’s better left alone. Better left alone. Verse: Stop thinking life is so bad Cause it’s the only one that you’ll ever have And it fading oh so fast, you better make it last I need to know just what to do to make sense of you We’re going through it every day and then it goes away This always comes as a surprise. Yeah, YEAH! Chorus: Why not take a second to change your direction And leave a lonely road, a lonely road Take it easy, life’s too short Don’t need no facts to sort It’s better left alone. Better left alone. Solo: Been going down a lonely road Been going down a lonely road How many times you got to be told This is getting old Bridge: Hater, hating, you love the hate creating Hater, hating, you love the hate creating Hater, hating, you love the hate creating! Hater, hating, you love the hate creating! Chorus: Why not take a second to change your direction And leave a lonely road, a lonely road Take it easy, life’s too short Don’t need no facts to sort It’s better left alone, Better left alone Better left alone, left alone, better left alone
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Intro: Focus is on repeat, enjoy this front row seat Excuse me while I handle this Promise this is something you don’t want to miss Verse: I hear your words so clearly Fact is I think they’re just merely Made up to help you sleep at night Hypocrite thinks he’s always right You only speak behind my back Turn around and you have a panic attack I feel betrayed Some things you can’t take back (Take it back) Chorus: So where do I begin When I don’t give in so easily (Just stop strangling me) Oh no, maybe I’m slow Communication’s something that I know (Let me hang, You’ve got to let me go!) Verse: I wish that I could tell you What comes out your mouth is true Truth is that I would really be lying to you And now we’re still here waiting Understating, illustrating A tragic ending to a fucked up song I hope everybody sings along (Let me go. Let me go!) Chorus: So where do I begin When I don’t give in so easily (Just stop strangling me) Oh no, maybe I’m slow Communication’s something that I know (Let me hang, You’ve got to let me go!) Bridge: You’ve got to let me hang Listen, listen to me This is the end of us This is the end everything You’ve got to let me hang Listen, listen to me This is the end of us This is the end of everything Chorus: So where do I begin When I don’t give in so easily (Just stop strangling me) Oh no, maybe I’m slow Communication’s something that I know (Let me hang, You’ve got to let me go!) Outro: You’ve got to let me hang (That I know) Listen, listen to me (That I know) This is the end of us (That I know) This is the end of everything
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All my life, I've been searching for something Something never comes, never leads to nothing Nothing satisfies but I'm getting close Closer to the prize at the end of the rope All night long I dream of the day When it comes around and it's taken away Leaves me with the feeling that I feel the most Feel it come to life when I see your ghost Calm down, don't you resist You've such a delicate wrist And if I give it a twist Something to hold when I lose my grip Will I find something in there To give me just what I need? Another reason to bleed One by one hidden up my sleeve One by one hidden up my sleeve Hey, don't let it go to waste, I love it but I hate the taste Weight keepin' me down Hey, don't let it go to waste, I love it but I hate the taste Weight keepin' me down Will I find a believer? Another one who believes Another one to deceive Over and over, down on my knees If I get any closer And if you open up wide And if you let me inside On and on, I got nothing to hide On and on, I got nothing to hide Hey, don't let it go to waste, I love it but I hate the taste Weight keepin' me down Hey, don't let it go to waste, I love it but I hate the taste Weight keepin' me down All my life, I've been searching for something Something never comes, never leads to nothing Nothing satisfies but I'm getting close Closer to the prize at the end of the rope All night long, I dream of the day When it comes around and it's taken away Leaves me with the feeling that I feel the most Feel it come to life when I see your ghost Then I'm done, done, on to the next one Done, done and I'm on to the next one Done, done and I'm on to the next one Done, done and I'm on to the next one Done, done and I'm on to the next one Done, done and I'm on to the next one Done, done and I'm on to the next one Done, I'm done and I'm on to the next Done, done, on to the next one Done, I'm done and on to the next one Done, done, on to the next one Done, I'm done and I'm on to the next Hey, don't let it go to waste, I love it but I hate the taste Weight keepin' me down Hey, don't let it go to waste, I love it but I hate the taste Weight keepin' me down Done, done, on to the next one Done, I'm done and I'm on to the next
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Verse 1 Can’t stop thinking about the past When we grew up in broken glass Shattered soft but turned around When no one else was around PreChorus You wanted, You needed You craved so much more Now you turned away Chorus 1 Forgot to let you know (Let you know) You made my life more easy (How I show) When I was all alone (All alone) You took away the crazy Chorus 2 Downfall, this is your downfall A brick wall, waiting for your call It’s alright, I can wait forever Verse 2 Your inspiration expired long ago I tried to save you No communication, yeah I should have known You took notes on everything You saw was wrong I should have shown That empty road PreChorus You wanted, You needed You craved so much more Now you turned away Chorus 1 Forgot to let you know (Let you know) You made my life more easy (How I show) When I was all alone (All alone) You took away the crazy Chorus 2 Downfall, this is your downfall A brick wall, waiting for your call It’s alright, I can wait forever Bridge Forgot to let you know, Forgot to let you know Forgot, forgot, forgot to let you know Forgot, forgot, forgot Forgot to let you know, Forgot to let you know Chorus 2 Downfall, this is your downfall A brick wall, waiting for your call It’s alright, I can wait forever Chorus 1 Forgot to let you know (Let you know) You made my life more easy (How I show) When I was all alone (All alone) You took away the crazy
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Verse 1: We’d laugh and joke life to the limit We thought that we couldn’t fail Constant parties that would never end Till we finally lost a friend I guess sometimes it’s better when people change Chorus: I still remember how you never turned away When I needed you by my side I was all alone But how can you do this It’s crazy to me How you could give up almost everything You worked your life for You hit the ground and never got up That’s when I knew you were gone That’s when I knew you were gone But I will never turn my back away Never turn my back away Verse 2: Loyal friends are harder to find I’m learning this day by day The ones that mean the most eventually move on But you never forget them when they’re gone I guess sometimes it’s better when people change Chorus: I still remember how you never turned away When I needed you by my side I was all alone But how can you do this It’s crazy to me How you could give up almost everything You worked your life for You hit the ground and never got up That’s when I knew you were gone That’s when I knew you were gone But I will never turn my back away Never turn my back away Bridge: We still miss you more than you’ll ever know You decided it was your time to go X2
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Verse: I play music strictly for the passion The sure thrill feels like a chain reaction I don’t do this as my career This one goes out to fans that are here The ones who make sure every word I write Is played out loud In a car or a crowd, sing it out loud And always remember Chorus: It’s now or never, now or never tonight It’s not forever so remember this night Verse: Days go by way too fast My memories from the past just won’t last I’m unaware I was upsetting you That’s something that I would never mean to do Chorus: It’s now or never, now or never tonight It’s not forever so remember this night It’s now or never (It’s now or never!) It’s now or never (It’s now or never!) Chorus: It’s now or never, now or never tonight It’s not forever so remember this night Bridge: Do you remember when the world was so small They were falling but we were calling Chorus: It’s now or never, now or never tonight It’s not forever so remember this night So live for the moment As the last day of your life It’s now or never Tonight, Tonight!
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Intro: I wish we all could just wake up and stop wasting time Because I for one, am afraid to waste my life Verse: No this is not all you are, No this has all gone on way too far I found your dreams, asleep at the funeral parlor Your words sound weak when you claim you’re trying You’re not busy, You’re just being lazy Tomorrow’s made from all of your persistent procrastinating Chorus: I’d rather be underrated, then broken and frustrated You can be so condescending, that’s why they laugh at you It would be nice if you think twice, or even once You throw punches in the dark but never hit the mark Verse: All I want is for you to try and be somebody Wake up! It’s all up to you No excuses, become what you want to It’s not important you succeed but at least you try You can stop being satisfied with scraping by It’s not over, until you say it’s over You got to keep trying if you want to get any closer Chorus: I’d rather be underrated, then broken and frustrated You can be so condescending, that’s why they laugh at you It would be nice if you think twice, or even once You throw punches in the dark but never hit the mark Bridge: I want you to go back to your blueprint Released from glued to a full sprint Because there is only one person standing You or a culprit You are your only limitation Break away from all that holds you back You can choose your fate (X4) (This is your life to live) Choose your fate (You can take control) Choose your fate (This is your life to live) Choose your fate Chorus: I’d rather be underrated, then broken and frustrated You can be so condescending, that’s why they laugh at you It would be nice if you think twice, or even once You throw punches in the dark but never hit the mark Outro: You can choose your fate (X2) Your fate (X3) You can choose your fate (X2) Your fate, (X4) You can choose your…
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Verse: We knew that it’d be tough But we didn’t know what we were in for I had to find myself again I had to find myself Only on a rainy day would I feel alright I want to sleep all day stay up all night Until I reach that bitter end Oh god no! Chorus: All the pain you had you feel (Raw Rage) Once the rush is gone (You’re gone) Night away from stress and pain (No!) Slowly out of reach I fought to show them that I was right And that they were all wrong (Were wrong) Fight Fight Fight Wrong Verse: So now I’m here right now And I can’t sit, I can’t stay silent Seems like it’s been so long ago Feels like so long ago If only I’d take a deep breath and look outside Realize how I feel inside Don’t need that weight to bring me down Oh god no! Chorus: All the pain you had you feel (Raw Rage) Once the rush is gone (You’re gone) Night away from stress and pain (No!) Slowly out of reach I fought to show them that I was right And that they were all wrong (Were wrong) Fight Fight Fight Wrong Bridge: Oh God No! Chorus: All the pain you had you feel (Raw Rage) Once the rush is gone (You’re gone) Night away from stress and pain (No!) Slowly out of reach I fought to show them that I was right And that they were all wrong (Were wrong) Fight Fight Fight Wrong
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Verse: Don’t look at the guy in the back seat Expecting things to turn out in defeat Can’t be told what to do, Don’t know what I’ve been through Never gonna listen to you (Listen to you) PreChorus: I know that you know, I will compromise But you still got to try Chorus: I cannot be what you want me to be It just may change, I’ll let you know. I cannot be what you want me to be It just may change, I’ll let you know. Take cover, I’m about to explode Verse: Funny thing you thought you’d cut me down to size I’m calling you out on the bull shit lies I was the one that was used But I choose to refuse PreChorus: Act like you’re not trying, Trying to bring me down In other words I won’t let this pass me by. Chorus: I cannot be what you want me to be It just may change, I’ll let you know. I cannot be what you want me to be It just may change, I’ll let you know. Take cover, I’m about to explode Spoken Word: Let me guess you are upset with the decisions that I’ve made What makes you think that you are so damn perfect I never asked for your opinion or for you to watch me So why don’t you keep that in mind while you’re judging my life Bridge: Uncontrolled, Uncontrolled Chorus: Didn’t end up the way that you wanted to see You’re gonna have to kill me to control me I cannot be what you want me to be It just may change, I’ll let you know. I cannot, I cannot, I cannot, I cannot I cannot be what you want me to be It just may change, I’ll let you know. Take cover, I’m about to explode
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Verse: You left me on a day, I guess that I was in the way And then it started to progress Which made my life seem meaningless Rest is for the weak, I got a 24/7 streak You told me to move on, at 5 years old that sounded wrong I felt deserted tossed aside, you chose to leave, run and hide I needed to talk to you, but there was nothing that I could do I had no one, no one to turn to Chorus: Can this all be a mistake? Cause I don’t need it Can you help keep me awake? Cause I can beat it I’ve done all that I can take, I hate to close my eyes When I’m scared of sleeping Verse: No anger was content and no idea what it meant The time was moving on and now my sadness was resent Cold and all alone as my father became unknown When I think about it now all that I can do is laugh Because without the aftermath I would have never chose this path I’ve got a son who’s there for me, unlike you I would never leave I’ve got someone, someone to turn to Chorus: Can this all be a mistake? Cause I don’t need it Can you help keep me awake? Cause I can beat it I’ve done all that I can take, I hate to close my eyes When I’m scared of sleeping (X2) Bridge: Black cloud over my head Each night is something I dread Can’t find my peace relief Scared to close my eyes How long can I keep awake Each nightmare takes my breath away Just remember to breath it out, breath it out! Chorus: Can this all be a mistake? Cause I don’t need it Can you help keep me awake? Cause I can beat it I’ve done all that I can take, I hate to close my eyes When I’m scared of sleeping (X2) Too scared, scared to close my eyes (X3) I need your help Too scared, scared to close my eyes Too scared, scared to close my eyes Just remember to breath it out Breath it out!
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Verse: She was more like a beauty queen from a movie scene I said don't mind, but what do you mean I am the one Who will dance on the floor in the round She said I am the one who will dance on the floor in the round She told me her name was Billie Jean, as she caused a scene Then every head turned with eyes that dreamed of being the one Who will dance on the floor in the round Bridge: People always told me be careful of what you do And don't go around breaking young girls' hearts And mother always told me be careful of who you love And be careful of what you do 'cause the lie becomes the truth Chorus: Billie Jean is not my lover, She's just a girl who claims that I am the one But the kid is not my son, She says I am the one, but the kid is not my son Verse For forty days and forty nights The law was on her side But who can stand when she's in demand Her schemes and plans 'cause we danced on the floor in the round So take my strong advice, just remember to always think twice (do think twice.) She told my baby we'd danced 'til three Then she looked at me She showed a photo of a baby crying His eyes looked like mine Go on dance on the floor in the round, baby Bridge: People always told me be careful of what you do And don't go around breaking young girls' hearts She came and stood right by me, Then the smell of sweet perfume This happened much too soon, She called me to her room Chorus: Billie Jean is not my lover, She's just a girl who claims that I am the one But the kid is not my son, She says I am the one, but the kid is not my son (Solo) Billie Jean is not my lover (X4) Chorus: Billie Jean is not my lover, She's just a girl who claims that I am the one But the kid is not my son, She says I am the one, but the kid is not my son Know what you did, know what you did Know what you did, know what you did Breaking my heart baby, Yeah you're breaking my heart
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Verse: Let’s put this all behind us, pretend it was just a mistake The longer you stay, The more you seem to take Somehow you found a way to burn a steel bridge with ease Twist my world, damage goods, then leave as you please Chorus: The broken glass shattered the door slammed shut We are right back in this rut I’ll probably never see you again (X2) Verse: Half way to forever, I waited for your call Ironically it turned out, to be my downfall Chorus: The broken glass shattered the door slammed shut We are right back in this rut (I’ll be home) I’ll probably never see you again (even though I want to) (X2) I tried my hardest, I never gave in But despite my efforts, never let me in I’ll probably never see you again (even though I want to) (X2) Verse: The last chapter of the story where the brother runs and hides The parents are bystanders forced to pick sides I miss the chance for us to change, I’m constantly expressing The phone signals still in range Chorus: The broken glass shattered the door slammed shut We are right back in this rut (I’ll be home) I’ll probably never see you again (even though I want to) (X2) I tried my hardest, I never gave in But despite my efforts, never let me in I’ll probably never see you again (even though I want to) (X2) Bridge: I’ve got no idea what life has in store But maybe we’re different then before Chorus: The broken glass shattered the door slammed shut We are right back in this rut (I’ll be home) I’ll probably never see you again (even though I want to) (X2) I tried my hardest, I never gave in But despite my efforts, never let me in I’ll probably never see you again (even though I want to) (X2) Outro: The one thing that I know, I miss you being around I guess I forgot to let you know This is the end of a story that is already over But now that we’re sober I really wanna see you again But do you wanna see me again? Looks like you were wrong, Somehow I was wrong In the end we both were wrong, But you’ll always be my brother
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Raise the bar, Raise raise the bar Raise the bar, Raise raise the bar, c’mon Raise the bar, Raise raise the bar You gotta raise, you got to raise the bar And now the moment you’ve all been waiting for…
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Verse 1: You’re starting it again, You’re always pissed out of control. I will be right here with you, But this sure seems to take its toll. The last thing I would ever want is for karma to catch up with you. Step back, see what you lack and reflect on the things that you thought you knew PreChorus: Think about what you’re doing, and the lives that you will ruin Chorus: Not too late, contemplate to Try and recover from the things you discovered are wrong Not too late, Not too late You want it well then you got it. All on your own, you’re still unknown You’ve got something to prove, but you’re not gonna lose your way All on your own, All on your own You want it well then you got it. Not too late. Verse 2: Talk shit about us again, But it don’t phase me I’m alright. You’re not the first or the last, it turns out I’m not always right. I may be wrong on this, But the more you drink the worse it gets. The next time you open up, Wait until the sun, wait until the sun sets. PreChorus: Think about what you’re doing, and the lives in which you’ll ruin Chorus: Not too late, contemplate to Try and recover from the things you discovered are wrong Not too late, Not too late You want it well then you got it. All on your own, still unknown You’ve got something to prove, but you’re not gonna lose your way All on your own, All on your own You want it well then you got it. Not too late. Bridge/Solo: Chorus: Not too late, contemplate to Try and recover from the things you discovered are wrong Not too late, Not too late You want it well then you got it. All on your own, still unknown You’ve got something to prove, but you’re not gonna lose your way All on your own, All on your own You want it well then you got it. Not too late. It’s not, Not too late
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Verse: Picture me laughing as you walk right out the door Never felt this free before, Go! Fight til no one’s right Kill for the thrill Push and Pull Swallow and choke you down Caught in the throat Nurse the bottle Weight you sling and hate you bring Fight then we fuck Until we bore Loving you is such a chore til death do us part PreChorus: Break, Break my heart Break and kick my face in Hate being here when I don’t think clear Moments pass, I close my eyes All I see is you Chorus: I don’t know why, I can’t be here with you I don’t know why, it feels like a chore I don’t know why, I can’t find a reason I don’t know why, you try and lie Verse: Picture me laughing as you walk right out the door Never felt this free before, Go! Make yourself the victim Hands always tied stealing pity Break each other down Eye for an eye Feeling blinded Not the one who held the gun Shot in the leg we kept bleeding Living in misery til death do us part PreChorus: Break, Break my heart Break and kick my face in Hate being here when I don’t think clear Moments pass, I close my eyes All I see is you Chorus: I don’t know why, I can’t be here with you I don’t know why, it feels like a chore I don’t know why, I can’t find a reason I don’t know why, you try and lie Bridge: You can’t quit something you never started We slowly kill each other to keep our promise Because all we are now is just broken people And yesterday is the last time I put us back together I put us back together This is the last time I try I put us back together Last time I try Please don’t ask me again because you and I both know why this isn’t working Chorus: I don’t know why, I can’t be here with you I don’t know why, it feels like a chore I don’t know why, I can’t find a reason I don’t know why, you try and lie I don’t think I’ll ever understand you I’ll ever understand you I’ll never understand you

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The Nixon Rodeo live album 'Live and Left to Die'. Recorded on 5-7-2016 at the Knitting Factory in Spokane, WA.

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released November 12, 2021

All music performed by The Nixon Rodeo.
Lead Vocals / Rhythm Guitar - Brent Forsyth
Drums / Vocals - Ethan Harrison
Lead Guitar - Josh Crites
Bass / Drums on 'Found Me in Team' & 'Hey, This Is My First Day Single' / Backing Vocals - Travis Singleton
Guest Bass on 'Hey, This Is My First Day Single' - Gary Gwinn

Mixed & Mastered - Jimmy Hill at Amplified Wax Recording Studios.
Front of House Engineer - Chris Tanaka Canwell
Monitor Engineer - Gunnar Hendrickson
Photography - Terrence Blanton of Fadewood Studios
Album Design - Ethan Harrison
'All My Life' originally performed by Foo Fighters
'Billie Jean' originally performed by Michael Jackson

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The Nixon Rodeo from Spokane, WA. A combinations of all things rock. Our band consist of Brent Forsyth (lead vocals, guitar), Ethan Harrison (drummer, vocals), Shawn Fortney (lead guitar), Gary Gwinn (bass guitar). The Nixon Rodeo has a song and feeling for everyone. Putting intensity, style and heart into each song and performance is what makes a RODEO show! ... more

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